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whatsbehindthefacade Ā· 2 years ago
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@betterto-die-thanto-crawl | continued
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For almost as long as he can remember, Splasher's always been a bit scared of the Delancey brothers. They're considerably bigger than him after all, and way stronger, and in his experience they don't usually pull their punches too much and aren't afraid to throw them either. More often than not, Splasher has kept himself tucked back behind one of the older boys, avoiding them as much as humanly possible.
But this...well Morris is still way bigger than him, but right now he don't seem so scary. Maybe he's gotten a lease of courage. Arm cradled in his lap, knees grazed and bloody and a bruise forming on his cheek, Splasher looks a little sheepish. "Some boys from the factory took one of my papes, and when I tried to get it back they started pushing mes around..."
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mecachrome Ā· 8 months ago
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oscar + progressively showing more excitement during challenges than when he won a sprint race in qatar
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edorazzi Ā· 5 months ago
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Page 30 of my Miraculous Mentor AU comic A Matter of Trust! In which Bri decides to reach out to the two weirdest guys in her life (and I get to adapt my all-time favourite PV scene)! ā„ļøā¤ļø
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Weekly updates each Sunday! You can also read ahead early on Patreon, and/or buy me a Ko-fi if you'd like to support my work! šŸ’–
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whatsbehindthefacade Ā· 1 year ago
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"That's why ya gotta roll 'em up first." Splasher's tone was incredibly matter-of-fact, as if this was an entirely obvious precaution to taken in such a hypothetical scenario. Blue eyes curiously watched the world around them as they moved, arms still holding on tight around Morris' shoulders, holding himself up. "They's good brothers. But sometimes when we's sleepin', Henry ends up kickin' me in his sleep. And Albert snores real loud sometimes too and we gotta push him out of his bed to shut him up."
Morris gave an undignified snort. "Y-yeah, I guess... B-b-betcha I'd get my trousers all wet, th-though..." But the idea was amusing. He grinned to himself as he carried the little kid on his back - the kid didn't habe to know he was smiling. "W-well, sometimes, s-sometimes brothers, th-they ain't 'xactly a-all they's cracked up t-ta be..." Oscar was obnoxious. And scary... sometimes... and treated him like a kid... but - he shut himself up for a moment, thinking about the newsies. "R-reckon ya got g-good brothers, t-too..." They seemed like they'd be real good brothers. Morris was only a little jealous.... right?
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spacebubblehomebase Ā· 9 months ago
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"Say My Name."
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Tumblr "Poll Results" for my #HHStargazersAU are out and so I'm releasing ALL the currently available titles of my future posts for this story!!! Though to not completely spoil the plot for everyone, I redacted some parts on the list. Just know that, while I DO have plans, they could always change and not everything is complete. But if you're still willing to be patient with me, here's a taste of my writing and art! Nothing serious. Just to see if it's to your liking. I won't always stick to such style, but there WILL be consistent world building as it's my favorite part of starting any AU! And if you like Chaggie or queerplatonic Radioapple centric stories then you're in luck because that's EVERYTHING I'm here for! It'll take a lot of effort, but GOD will it also be a LOT of fun! XD Still a show is nothing without an audience and according to my list, it's time for an INTEREST CHECK, so what say you? šŸ‘€āœØļø -BubblyšŸ’™
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(For more context, check out "Part One" of my story! "A New Day Will Dawn...")
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hitlikehammers Ā· 18 days ago
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PART 2/2: in which lock-pickingā›“ļøā€šŸ’„ is 100% a valid love language, and waking up with āœØSteve HarringtonāœØ was NOT the future (exactly. maybe. ish.)
...but waking up in a hospital bed just might be ā™„ļø
<<< last time: And Eddie thinks thatā€™s highly fucking debatableā€”heā€™s not sure where it comes from, because itā€™s a little out of place, Eddie didnā€™tĀ sayĀ anything but maybe heā€™s just that transparent, the heart of him so quickly, soĀ completely, and if thatā€™s the case then itā€™sĀ entirelyĀ fucking debatable because Eddie thinks heā€™s going to burst, splinter like a starburst, glorious in the unmaking for how big this thing thatā€™s building in him feels, how certain he is that itā€™s about to break his ribs and he fucking looks forward to it, so no: Steve doesnā€™t loveĀ mostĀ because he canā€™t, because Eddie isĀ overcomeĀ with this feeling and he, heā€” Heā€™s drifting, because Steveā€™s heat is a heady fucking drug, and his heartbeatā€™s a metronome, a lullaby against Eddieā€™s back and itā€™s instinct, itā€™s unquestionable when he shimmies tighter into Steveā€™s hold and sighs the weight of the world out between his lips becauseā€¦ Because goddamnit, this feelsĀ right.
OR: y'know. Eddie thought he was dying in the Upside Down but then he's waking up in the future, in bed with Steve Harrington like what the fuck
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Eddie comes toā€”again:Ā un-fucking-expectedā€”with the same sensation of his ribs snapping, the pain of it a dull thing he thinks he can just float through because his heartā€™s so gone on the impossible possibility of some future imaginary day where he, where Steve, whereĀ theyā€”
ā€œEddie?ā€
Wait.
Wait, thatā€™sā€¦okay.
Back up.
He tries to take in what his senses are willing to offer him: something starchy,Ā itchyĀ against his skin, both sidesā€”definitely not the sheets from the bed heā€™d just felt visceral underneath him. Pressure and aching at his chest: but less sweet the longer he focuses on it. Stinging and the pull of maybe-bandages, maybe-sutures, maybe both and something deeper, likeā€¦oh, wow, fuck, itā€™s entirely possible his ribs areĀ alreadyĀ broken. His heart still feels full, but also scared, unsure, wrong-footed as more and more little clues seep into his consciousness, before maybe the clearest of them all: a shrill little beep thatā€™s fast, like embarrassingly fastā€”
A monitor.
He draws a shaky breathā€”iodine, like,Ā burningĀ levels as he inhales and holy fucking shit, heā€™s in a goddamn hospital.
Heā€™s, did heā€¦
Is this what Steve meant, when he said ā€˜wake upā€™? Did Eddieā€¦
Did Eddie fuckingĀ survive?
Itā€™s in the spiral of that thought that Eddie clocks the same voice that jarred him out of his own headā€¦inĀ his own head, before. With the fancy sheets and the warmth and theĀ homeĀ andā€”
Whatā€¦what if it wasnā€™t in his head atĀ allā€”
But his body, his pulse recognizes that voice as safety. Asā€¦rightness incarnate.
ā€œOh fuck,ā€ and thatā€™s the Steve Eddie knows best, right there, a little breathy and a little pitchy for frayed nerves and constant worry and the weight of the fucking world to make sure everyoneā€”everyoneĀ elseā€”makes it out as okay as possible.
And itā€™s in thinking that, that Eddie recognizes what Steve-in-his-headin-the-future-in-his-dream-in-his-maybe-not-quite-death-hallucination meant, when heā€™d said Eddieā€™s eyes softened. BecauseĀ Steveā€™sĀ heart on his sleeve, inĀ hisĀ eyes, had looked peaceful, then. Content, even.
Not so frantic. Not soā€¦scrambling.
Still just asĀ blinding, though.
ā€œThankĀ fuck, youā€™reĀ awake,ā€ Steve half gasps, a tiny clattering against the tile floor vying to draw Eddieā€™s gaze away but there was genuinely nothing in the whole goddamn universe that could take Eddieā€™s eyes off of Steve just now, those lips parted ever so slightly, cheeks that tiny bit rosy, pulse maybe-maybe-not visible just below the bandages on his neck.
Heā€™sĀ beautiful.
ā€œWhat do you need?ā€ Steveā€™s leaning closer, hands reaching but then kinda fluttering, kinda hovering, not sure where to touch and even if they knew the answer, kinda like theyā€™re not sure if theyĀ canĀ touch in the first place, yet all Eddie can do when he sees them, when he feels the shift in the air for how close they are; all Eddie can do is remember what itā€™s like to be pressed close to Steveā€™s body, to feel Steveā€™s arms around his chest, like theyā€™reĀ keeping him.
ā€œWhat can I do,ā€ Steve asks, soĀ earnestĀ and Eddieā€™s pulse does a little skip for it, howĀ goodĀ it feels; ā€œIā€”ā€
And Steveā€™s eyes are already big, just short of pleading, darting to the corners of the room maybe for water, maybe for a button to call someone to help more than he canā€”as if anyone can help more than Steve can, just now, because Eddieā€™s waking up from what it feels like toĀ haveĀ Steve, and the most pressing possible thing in the world just now is SteveSteveSteve, near enough to feel, to breathe inā€”
Steveā€™s eyes are already big, though, is the thing, even before the full-on fuckingĀ crashĀ of something to the floor makes him freeze. Eddie tries to peer down, winces as it pulls to much atā€¦everything, kind of, Jesus H., but he hurtsĀ everywhere, andā€¦
ā€œThe hell were you doing?ā€ he asks in the absence of being able toĀ seeĀ becauseā€¦metal. Metal had hit the floor, from the height of probably-the-bed, after Steve had pressed into the mattress, shifted the weight, and then heā€™d blinked all owlish and adorable: culpability for whatever heā€™d been up to written all over his gorgeous fucking face.
ā€œUmm,ā€ Steve chews at his lip a little, eyes peeking up through his lashes, that look that makes Eddie weak and wobbly at basically every juncture itā€™s possible to tremble at like that, but he doesnā€™t duck away; he doesnā€™t even blush. Heā€™s notā€¦whatever he was doingā€”and Eddieā€™s range of motion is fucked, heā€™s already super well aware of that shit when he even tries to move to see the floor, to follow the soundā€”but whatever Steve was doing, heā€™s unrepentant. But in a way where he maybe recognizes that other people would have been less brazen.
Eddieā€™s wrist tingles out of nowhereā€”weird, when all of him is already kinda in a sort of dull, narcotic-shroudedĀ painā€”and he frowns, glances down at least that far and notices the slightest ring of red thatā€™s less angry, not attached to bite marks and broken skin, and he has the wildest thought cross his mind just then, and he steels himself to crane his neck as far as he can, to limit the strain heā€™ll put on his middle because now he needs to see, because he kinda knew before he cut the sheets and ran into the fray that coming out on the other side meant life behind bars if there was any life at all, yet here he is, increasingly seeming like this is real, and thisĀ isĀ his ā€˜other sideā€™, andā€¦
Heā€™s just in a fucking hospital. Heā€™sā€¦heā€™sĀ here, and heā€™s, heā€™s notā€¦heā€™s not in fucking chains.
And it stings like a bitch, and Steveā€™s a second away from stopping him,Ā reachingĀ for him and pressing him safely back onto the the bed, but Eddie gets the glimpse he needs. Recognizes the shape on the floor, shiny steel against the scratched-up linoleum.
ā€œWere you,ā€ Eddie traces the ridges of his teeth with his tongue, because there are layers to what heā€™s about to ask; ā€œwere, umm, were you picking the,ā€ and the first little clatter from before makes more sense if heā€™s right, andĀ if heā€™s right, well, fuck.
Itā€™ll be hot asĀ hell, if heā€™s right.
ā€œThat?ā€ Eddie tilts his head toward the floor because: cuffs. What heā€™d seen, what had fallen: handcuffs. On the floor. And theyā€™d have had to have beenĀ notĀ on the floor, andĀ probablyĀ onĀ himĀ before, and so, heā€”
ā€œPossibly,ā€ Steve answers with a straight face, as unapologetic as ever, maybe more; maybe evenĀ defiant, and oh, wow. Steve Harrington picking his fucking handcuffs, setting his stupidly-quickly-lovesick ass free.
HotĀ asĀ fuck; seriously.
ā€œHow positivelyĀ criminalĀ of you, Harrington,ā€ Eddie grins half-maniacal, feels the stretch of it burn against a cut thatā€™s gotta run half the span of his cheek but fuck it, the warmth flooding him is undeniable, isĀ incredibleā€”heā€™s giddy all of a sudden, straight to his bones.
ā€œSā€™nothing on hot-wiring,ā€ Steve shrugs, like itā€™s not fuckingĀ everything; ā€œbut I wasnā€™t,ā€ and Steve takes a deep breath before he squares his shoulders, looks at Eddie straight-on and shit, if he thought the warmth in him up to now was something?
Itā€™s kinda got nothing on what consumes him under thoseĀ eyes.
ā€œI wasnā€™t going to let you wake up fuckingā€¦shackled.ā€
And goddamnĀ if the fire in that voice, those words, doesnā€™t light Eddie up like burning, doesnā€™t shake him to the core and then blanket him in sureness and the kind of protection he didnā€™t think really existed.
Save that he does kinda think itā€™s exactly what this manā€™s made of; madeĀ for.
And Eddie canā€™t escape the certainty rising in his veins and pumping, fierce and unshakable, that he wantsā€”more than maybe anythingā€”to be the one to give that same safety, that sameĀ promiseĀ of something unwavering and permanent and beyondĀ question, right back to Steve.
ā€œYouā€™re an innocent man,ā€ Steve leans in then, emphatic with it; ā€œyouā€™re a goddamnĀ hero,ā€ and he means it, holy shit, heĀ believesĀ that:
ā€œLike hell I was just gonna,ā€ and he shakes his head, like the idea is just that preposterous; like he cannot even consider anything but Eddie being free, and okay, andĀ here, andā€¦
Eddieā€™s struck with the sudden slap of realization across the fucking face that he couldnā€™t have gotten topside by himself. That someone had to get him from the hellscape to here. And of the able bodies in the Upside Down, no matter how strong the girls were, only one could have wrestled him through that gate. Only one could haveā€¦whatever he maybe needed, between this bed and that bat-strewn ground, it was, Steve would have been, heā€™d haveā€”
The force his heart trips, thenĀ leapsĀ with, is fucking cataclysmic. Eddieā€™s honestly surprised it doesnā€™t just tear out from his throat then and there.
ā€œPlus theyā€™re in the process of finishing the paperwork to make it all official, dropping the charges and all that, clearing your name,ā€ Steve gestures vaguely in the air, like itā€™s all routine, the feds and the cops sweeping shit under the rug but then he remembers all the side comments heā€™d collected in the back of his mind these last few days about the ā€˜last timeā€™ and then ā€˜the time before thatā€™ and fuck all also theĀ first timeā€”
Maybe it is, justā€¦sick and twisted and harrowing and heartbreakingĀ routine.
ā€œTheyā€™re just really fucking slow,ā€ Steve smiles at him, all small and devastating andā€¦
And okay, so that overwhelming urge to be a constant in Steve Harringtonā€™s life, safe next to his heart kinda for always, zero to forever in half-a-blink?
Eddie knew he wanted, when he threw his vest at Steveā€™s bare chest more for Eddieā€™s own fucking sanity than anyoneā€™s modesty, but it was all washed in the hopeless-helpless colors of desperation, ofĀ why not when I wonā€™t see tomorrow; and now.
Now, all Eddie wants is tomorrow. Every tomorrow. No tomorrows without this man. Without what he saw, how it felt: what he knows in his marrow loving him wouldĀ be.
Itā€™s probably that conviction etching into his cells that makes makes him softer, a little weepy around the edges; drives him toĀ needĀ through the next words that escape:
ā€œSteve,ā€ Eddie breathes, wishes Steve were just that little bit closer so that the distance heĀ canĀ reach could reachĀ him:
ā€œThank you.ā€
ā€œOf course,ā€ Steve waves him off almost, like he doesnā€™t think everything he is, everything heā€™s done is monumental. Not just the cuffs but with the cuffs like the cherry on top of how Eddie wouldā€”will, if heā€™s given the chanceā€”devote all that he has and all that he is to making Steve happy. To making him as calm and warm andĀ lovedĀ as Eddie could feel in that bedroom, in his head or in the future or on deathā€™s fucking door.
ā€œI mean,ā€ Steve starts, and Eddie can already feel how heā€™s angling to downplay the thing thatā€™s only swelling, building, growing under Eddieā€™s own ribs and, well: no.
No, Eddie wonā€™t be standing for that.
ā€œStevie,ā€ and Steveā€™s gravitated wordless just close enough for Eddie to be able to brush his fingertips against Steveā€™s wrist, to curl and pull his hand into Eddieā€™s grasp, palm splayed above Steveā€™s knuckles, holding.Ā Keeping.
ā€œThank you.ā€
And Steve stills a little, stares at him like he can see whatā€™s tucked up tight and dear in Eddieā€™s chest and maybe he can, because his voice is feather-light and a little bowled-over. A littleā€¦a little awed.
ā€œYouā€™re welcome.ā€
So yeah, maybe heĀ canĀ see whatā€™s in Eddieā€™s chest, less tucked in this moment now than fucking, likeā€¦
Blooming.
ā€œDo you believe thereā€™s anything waiting when we die?ā€
Eddieā€™s gonna blame the frantic blossomingĀ warmthĀ coursing through him for the way he blurts that shit out with no preamble, like maybe the flowering wonder of it all pushes it out without permission, sweet on the back of his tongue but heavy because it matters so much; because itā€™s all just nostalgia.
For now.
ā€œWhat?ā€ Steve gapes a little, sounds dumbfounded; maybe a little wary. Fearful.
His handā€™s still held under Eddieā€™s, though, so itā€™s only natural the way Eddie lifts his fingers and presses them palm-to-palm like it means something.
ā€œDo you?ā€
ā€œIā€¦donā€™t know,ā€ Steve swallows hard enough the follow down the taut line of his throat, fucking mesmerizing.
So maybe the way Eddie licks his lips before he says anything more isnā€™tā€¦isnā€™tĀ justĀ for the sake of the topic and its weight, is all heā€™s saying.
ā€œI,ā€ and Eddie doesnā€™t really know where heā€™s going, here, or else: he knows exactly where heā€™s going.
Heā€™s just not totally sure the path heā€™s planning to chart along the way for getting there.
ā€œWhen we were down there, and I was telling you to go after Wheeler,ā€ which yeah, okay, surprise direction there, weird little detour, butā€¦it doesnā€™t feel wrong.
Which means, if itā€™sĀ rightĀ instead: then thatā€™s everything that is Steve in Eddieā€™s lungs for breathing, in the chambers of his heart. So he leans into it.
Squeezes Steveā€™s fingers laced together with his.
ā€œEddie,ā€ Steve starts, sounds tired, spent, and Eddie was never going to let that happen; no matter where heā€™s going, or leading them down the path of his revelations, the truth etched new but alsoĀ deepĀ in his bones like it was only waiting to be found and known.
ā€œIt was because thatā€™s what I wanted. For me. I wanted to,ā€ and his breath catches on a little chuckle, so light and choked and a little hysterical as he adds, giddy and a little bashful all together at once:
ā€œUnambiguously, umm,ā€ and he trails a little, wants to hide behind his hair just a touch but to do that would require a broader capacity to move in the first place and more, so much more: it would mean letting go of Steveā€™s hand.
So: absolutely not.
Especially not when Steveā€™s gone full dropped-jaw gaping at him, his fingers in Eddieā€™s grasp twitching like heā€™s confused, like maybe thereā€™s part of him short-circuiting, and Eddie feels his exhales tremble when he finally blinks, finally tilts his head and takes Eddie in at a new angle before he asks, genuine and not just a little lost:
ā€œSeriously?ā€
And Eddieā€¦Eddieā€™s actually never been more serious in his life, so.
ā€œLike,ā€ and he circles Steveā€™s knuckles delicate-like with his thumb: ā€œI wanted the chance, to try, I guess, yeah.ā€
And he doesnā€™t know if heā€™s risking everything to own it, even if heā€™s owning just a sliver of the breadth and depth that he feels, but heĀ doesĀ know unequivocally that he wouldnā€™t hold it back if given the choice, the opportunity to do it over and not show his bloody-beating heart on display.
A bloody-beating heart thatā€™s moving quicker, slamming harder against his chest butā€¦that actually feels like the only correct thing it could do. Because this merits it.
This kindaĀ isĀ his whole fucking heart.
ā€œDo you still?ā€
It takes Eddie a longer string of seconds than heā€™d prefer to own to, to process the words as having meaning, no matter that he doesnā€™t fucking understand what theyā€™re aiming at.
ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œWant,ā€ and Steveā€™s the one squeezing Eddieā€™s hand now, turning a little to graze at the line of his veins at the wrist; ā€œthe chance.ā€
And he says it deceptively casual, despite how heā€™s staring at their hands, determinedlyĀ notĀ meeting Eddie gaze as Eddie gets his chance at the gaping.
ā€œFuck yes,ā€ Eddie finally huffs on something not unlike unabashed fucking joy, save that this thing heā€™s feeling is so much bigger, and when Steve looks up, meets his eyes and his own glimmer, shine so bright and brim with such disbelief, but so much stronger and with suchĀ hope, Jesus.
Eddie canā€™t help the giggle that bubbles out of him. Like his whole fucking soul gets shaped into a single breath of exultant delight.
And they both hold to one another, trace across skin and map the lines and dots and scars, and Eddieā€™s not stupid, he knows this isnā€™t how it works butā€¦
But heā€™d still bet money on the fact that the way heā€™s touching Steve, so innocent and so quietlyĀ intimate, is healing his wounds, shoring up his weaknesses and stitching him up fuller,Ā better, breath by shared-sacred breath.
Itā€™s heady as fuck. Itā€™sĀ exquisite.
ā€œWhyā€™d you ask me about when we die?ā€
Steveā€™s the one to break the still, and even thatā€™s not breaking anything, really; he speaks so soft. Heā€™s stroking down from Eddieā€™s thumb back and forth.
Itā€™s not breakingĀ anything.
ā€œI saw something,ā€ Eddie whispers, not sure what reaction thatā€™ll get, and Steveā€™s staring at their hands again, marveling really, so Eddie canā€™t read any hint save for the crinkled furrow in his brow.
ā€œBut you didnā€™t die.ā€
Which isnā€™t the reaction he thinks he expected, even if Eddie couldnā€™t name what heĀ didĀ expect. And itā€™s also not a revelation he thought heā€™d receive.
ā€œNot at all?ā€
Because heā€™s genuinely surprised. He at least figured heā€™d flatlined likeā€¦long enough to have visions of absolute and total domestic bliss and shit.
But Steveā€™s shaking his head decisively, holding on to Eddie just a little bit tighter.
ā€œYou had a pulse, whole way to he hospital,ā€ he tells Eddie, voice gone a little hoarse; ā€œit wasnā€™t strong but,ā€ and Steve looks up at him, and fuck, those eyes areĀ tooĀ shiny now and Eddie doesnā€™t want that, he doesnā€™t want his Steve to hurt, heā€”
ā€œI fucking held you,ā€ Steve croaks and oh, oh heā€™s shaking,Ā Jesusā€”
ā€œI kinda,ā€ and he swallows with a click Eddie can hear, around a throbbing pulse Eddie can see, wants nothing more than to soothe with his lips against that tender skin; ā€œI kinda had to make sure, so,ā€ and the hand thatā€™s not holding Eddieā€™s comes up, trembling as he reaches toward Eddieā€™s chest:
ā€œKept my hand pressed, just,ā€ and his voice gives, and he looks up at Eddie with something like devastation, begging something like permission because he doesnā€™t know that everything that Eddie is, isĀ his.
But he will.
He will know.
ā€œYeah?ā€ Eddie breathes out, holds Steve gaze as he nods, as he tries to make it clear that anything Steve needs is his, and then some.
It takes a second, but the shine in those eyes finally shifts, finally brightens and then Steveā€™s breathingā€™s made of tremors, but his hand finds Eddieā€™s chest and sends something sparking like lighting through him just as the whole of Eddie feels immediately like heā€™sĀ home.
And Steveā€™s hand on his chest feels exactly like it did in their future bed, in their future room, in their future life.
Their alwaysĀ love.
ā€œYeah,ā€ Steve whispers, then takes a moment, palm splayed wide just above Eddieā€™s bandages, before heā€™s gripping Eddieā€™s wrist with the other hand a little harder:
ā€œItā€™s so fast,ā€ he exhales like it holds the whole world and then some; he wonders at just Eddieā€™s heartbeat under his touch and god.
God, but Eddieā€¦Eddie couldnā€™t have imagined heā€™d ever feel like this. Let alone feel like maybe itā€™s mutual, maybe itā€™s real, maybe he can keep it and stay in this feeling for forever.
ā€œFuck yeah it is,ā€ Eddie murmurs, then he chuckles, inhales deep maybe just to better feel the weight of Steveā€™s hand; ā€œmaking up for the lost opportunity, yā€™know,ā€ and fuck, all he wants is to be able to lean, to kiss the pout of those lips, to taste what it means to love somebody like heā€™s never done before.
ā€œMaking up for what it missed the last time your hand was there to feel it.ā€
And Steveā€™s hand above his thrumming heart twitches just a little, but never flags or makes to move, to leave, and Eddie thinks that heā€™d be fine if he lived the rest on his days with Steve like that, near enough that he could press a hand to Eddieā€™s heart at all times and justā€¦just know that itā€™s his.
Because maybe itā€™s suddenā€”itā€™sĀ definitelyĀ quickā€”but Eddieā€™s never known anything like he knows this.
ā€œEddie,ā€ Steve finally whispers, a question and a claim and a means of cradling Eddie toĀ hisĀ heart, somehow, for how swathed in light and affection Eddie feels in that moment, in just the shape of his name like itā€™s never been spoken before.
ā€œI saw the future,ā€ Eddie blurts out in a rush, breath coming a little quicker and heart-under-Steveā€™s-hand pounding harder. ā€œMaybe. I donā€™t know, I mean, it sounds so stupid when I say it out loud but it felt so,ā€ but then he looks into Steveā€™s eyes again and Steve is listening, Steveā€™s maybe doesnā€™t think heā€™s crazy, so he feels safe enough to say with his whole fucking chest:
ā€œIt feltĀ real, Stevie.ā€
ā€œWhat was it?ā€ Steve asks, so quiet, so gentle like he doesnā€™t want to disturb this thing either, like he doesnā€™t need to hear it spelled out yet to know itā€™s delicate, the most important thing in the world, which fuck yeah it is, even as it cracks and chokes for the flood of feeling around it when it presses up from Eddieā€™s chest:
ā€œUs,ā€ Eddie breathes it out like the precious truth it genuinely fuckingĀ is:
ā€œIt wasĀ us.ā€
And Steve doesnā€™t say anything, but his eyes glimmer all the more, swimming with a riot of emotion to a degree than Eddie feels drowned in awe just to see it, and his hands on Eddie hold tighter, more fervent,Ā devotedĀ like a pledge for the way it runs through Eddieā€™s blood and sings in his veins:
ā€œEven if it wasnā€™t real,ā€ but Eddieā€™s doesnā€™t believe that, not really, not in his heart of hearts where it all pounds into the crevices that map Steveā€™s touch; ā€œeven if I wasnā€™tĀ seeingĀ the actual future,ā€ and maybe he wasnā€™t, maybe that wasnā€™tĀ theirĀ future, and maybe heā€™ll never know, but what heĀ doesĀ know, isā€”
ā€œIt felt right, Steve.ā€
He knows that clearer than he knows the sky is blue.
ā€œIt was just a few minutes,ā€ Eddie flounders a little, mostly because he remembers how good it was, written indelible into how much heĀ wants, here and now:
ā€œBut I haveĀ neverĀ felt anything soĀ right.ā€
He breathes, shaky and shallow and too fucking fast, but then Steve starts stroking his palm along the unmarked spaces of his chest, back and forth over the gallop of his heart like he means to stay there. Like he could ever want toĀ keep.
ā€œWell,ā€ Steve whispers, his eyes on the path of his hand to make sure he doesnā€™t draw any painā€”as if he ever couldā€”until he knows the safe route over and back, again and again, and then he looks up, catches Eddieā€™s eyes and locks there, doesnā€™t pin so much as holds, holds,Ā holds.
And good fuckingĀ god, Eddie feels it glisten through him like starlight; Eddie feels remade before Steveā€™s leaning in, lower than to meet Eddieā€™s mouth but then heā€™s pressing his lips to the dip between Eddieā€™s collarbones, holding there, breathing like he means to savor, like he means to cherish, like he means to, toā€¦
ToĀ stay.
And Eddieā€™s heartā€™s under that hand and those lips all at once, wholly Steveā€™s while it quivers like a riot, while it leaps as Steve changes the world, writesĀ theirĀ fucking future where his mouth drags wet and warm and ardent and thereā€™s nothing in it at all that can be anything other than at least on theĀ wayĀ to love as he breathes, fuckingĀ vows:
ā€œWe gottaĀ try, then, donā€™t we?ā€
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ree-draws Ā· 3 months ago
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don't you ever just want to give your favs a mullet
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whatsbehindthefacade Ā· 1 year ago
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Spot comes back to her, and Smalls curls weakly into her side, grasping at her with what little strength she can muster. Seeing Lucky like that has shaken her, and she needs that comfort from her big to give her a little reassurance. She's hurting and weak and scared, and she just wants it all to be over. She doesn't want to feel like this anymore, wants everything to just go back to normal.
Her big eases her upright, and the movement makes her cough again, more a spluttered wheezing without the proper energy behind it. She's tired, so tired, and she turns her face into Spot's shoulder with a thin whine and a lethargic shake of her head. "No...don't wanna..."
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Spot soothes Lucky the best she can. She knows the younger girl just wants Mac- their relationship mirroring that of Spot and Smalls in this moment. The 10-year-old is hurting, and there's barely anything they can do. Spot doesn't know what they're going to do if they lose either one of them. The grief would consume their house in a way that she doesn't know if any of them would ever recover from.
Blessedly, Mac returns upstairs with tea for both Lucky and Smalls, and she's back at her little's bedside. "Baby, I'm going to sit you back up again, okay?" she says slowly, sitting the tea on the table next to the bunk. "I want you to drink some more. There's honey in there to help with your cough and breathe a little better."
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vintrage Ā· 4 months ago
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nothing but respect for MY aegon
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harbingersecho Ā· 11 months ago
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READY AIM FIRE
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whatsbehindthefacade Ā· 2 years ago
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@loudnclearspot | continued
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"No soaking, well, not 'less you count scuffling with Morris on Tuesday but that ain't anything special." Getting into a fight with one of the Delanceys was practically a tradition at this point and far from new. 'Sides, he'd walked away from it with just a bruise or two this time, so by all means he's pretty sure he can say that he won that one, if nothing else. He's actually been remarkably well-behaved, all things considered.
Except right now, he just feels downright lousy. He'd had to drag himself out of bed, but he'd just put it down to being tired and hadn't questioned it. Now though he feels vaguely like someone's run him over with a trolley. It's certainly not the most pleasant of feelings, he's gotta say. He's always hated getting sick. "Feelin' kinda woozy. Maybe...might sit down a bit..."
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whatsbehindthefacade Ā· 1 year ago
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Animals have always been Stray's great love, and it's rare to see her without any at all. Often it's one of the stray dogs or cats, but there are other animals too, some of the birds that flock around the park, a squirrel or too, even the rats that scurry around the garbage seem to see her as friend. Half her food usually ends up going to feeding the small army of animals that she likes to look after. Admittedly though, the dogs and cats do hold a certain fondness in her eyes.
"Six..." Six whole puppies. It sounds like a dream come true in her mind. Playing with puppies is one of the best things ever, and undoubtedly it will do a good job of tiring her out as well. "He's gonna find 'em good homes, right?" Stray never likes it when people just dump animals, or give them to people who aren't going to look after them proper.
Specs can't help but smile as his little sister gets so excited over the proposition of puppies. Some things never change after all. When he'd first heard her newsie name was Stray, he wasn't surprised at all. She always loved playing with the dogs and cats in the alley when they were in Queens, and loved even more the small cat that had lived with them at their parents' flat all those years ago.
"Uh huh," he says, continuing to smile as they walk. "Six of them. They still need names too." He has no idea if Mr. Smith will let them help name the puppies, but Stray is convincing enough to anyone in his eyes. "Let's see if we can catch him and play with them for a bit."
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s0fter-sin Ā· 2 months ago
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one of my favourite aspects of supernatural that you very rarely see in paranormal shows is that sam and dean are already versed in the world they live in. thereā€™s no sudden discovery of ghosts and demons and now they have to learn about them along with the audience; they are born into it and already know all about it. it allows the audience to follow their personal story instead of also trying to figure out this new world and its rules
the first season is full of knowledge we never see them learn; ā€œw*ndigoes are in the minnesota woods or- or northern michigan. iā€™ve never even heard of one this far west.ā€ [ā€¦] ā€œgreat. well then this [his gun] is useless.ā€ (1x02), ā€œyou donā€™t break a curse. you get the hell out of its way.ā€ (1x08), d: ā€œitā€™s a god. a pagan god, anyway.ā€ [ā€¦] ā€œthe annual cycle of its killings? and the fact that the victims are always a man and a woman. like some kind of fertility right.ā€ [ā€¦] s: ā€œthe last meal. given to sacrificial victims. d: ā€œyeah, iā€™m thinking a ritual sacrifice to appease some pagan god.ā€ (1x11)
almost every episode in the first season is a monster theyā€™ve faced before that they then explain to the audience in a way that should feel patronising; like itā€™s the same speech given over and over again but instead, the audience almost feels included in the knowledge. itā€™s stated with such an innate confidence and comfort in said knowledge that it feels like we already knew it too; ā€œspirits and demons don't have to unlock doors. if they want inside, they just go through the walls.ā€ [ā€¦] ā€œthe claws, the speed that it moves; could be a skinwalker, maybe a black dog.ā€ (1x02), ā€œit's biblical numerology. you know noah's ark, it rained for forty days. the number means death.ā€ (1x04), ā€œno no no, not the reaper, a reaper. there's reaper lore in pretty much every culture on earth, it goes by 100 different names.ā€ [ā€¦] ā€œyou said it yourself that the clock stopped, right? reapers stop time. and you can only see 'em when they're coming at you which is why i could see it and you couldn't.ā€ (1x12)
they already know and, at least in the first season, already have what they need to kill whatever theyā€™re hunting; already know to salt and burn bones for spirits, fire for a w*ndigo, exorcisms for demons, a silver bullet to the heart for shapeshifters. thereā€™s only three times in the entire first season that they run into something new to them; 1x14 when sam gets his first vision that leads him to another psychic, 1x16 when dean calls caleb for help on the sigil he put together and he tells him about daevas, and 1x20 when they find out vampires are real- and they only donā€™t know that bc john thought they were hunted to extinction and not worth mentioning
(thereā€™s also technically two half instances if you count one of them knowing something the other doesnā€™t - sam figuring out the tulpa in 1x17 and dean already knowing about the shtriga in 1x18 - but those still rely on sam and dean having prior knowledge)
even when theyā€™re uncertain about facing something, itā€™s not bc they donā€™t know what it is; itā€™s precisely bc they know what it is and acknowledge that itā€™ll be a difficult hunt (ā€œi don't know, man. this isn't our normal gig. i mean, demons, they don't want anything, just death and destruction for its own sake. this is big. and i wish dad was here.ā€ 1x04)
so much of the tension in paranormal shows typically comes from the main character(s) not knowing what is happening to them/the people around them and having to find out how to resolve it. supernatural is unique in that it operates more like a police procedural. the tension comes from solving the clues and identifying patterns to figure out who (what) the killer is and intercepting before they can take another victim
itā€™s such a different tone to go for when compared to other shows that came both before, during, and after its run. it sets sam and dean on even footing with each other since they both have the same knowledge going in, and it puts them in a place of authority usually reserved for an outside character
the shows i compare spn to most is charmed, buffy and teen wolf; every main character in those shows are brought into the paranormal world knowing nothing, putting them on the same level as the audience, and they have their mc interact with others already knowledgeable about that world in order to overcome their problem/monster of the week. the audience organically learns about this new world as the characters learn about it. itā€™s a sound writing strategy that prevents ā€œas we already knowā€-style exposition but something that complicates it is if your world building isnā€™t unique or intriguing enough, this slow introduction can become boring
weā€™ve seen shows like these before; sitting through the same tropes of characters learning to use their powers, struggling with no longer feeling normal/relating to the regular world around them, and not knowing how much they can trust the people already involved in this new world gets repetitive. all three shows eventually reach the same level of comfort with their new world that spn starts with but if the characters arenā€™t enough to draw you in, you can end up dropping it before they reach that point (and often, before the overarching plot can really kick in and evolve the show beyond the villain of the week format)
itā€™s the superhero origin movie in tv format; dragged out and overplayed. dropping the audience into an established world of course comes with its own problems but you also have the benefit of pre-existing established character dynamics that let the audience slot in like theyā€™ve always been there instead of just getting to know all the characters while the characters also get to know each other
sam and dean already knowing about the supernatural lets the audience immediately get to the core of the story; the conflict between sam and dean, the search for their father, and the mystery of what killed their mother
#i could go on forever theres literally so many examples#dean figuring the ā€˜two dark doublesā€™ is a shapeshifter sam figuring out the changing ghost is a tulpa#also peak how many of these examples come from dean despite them pushing so hard for sam to be the one knowing hunting theory#this format is why i cant stand watching the first season of charmed despite loving it so much#i just cant be bothered watching them have the same struggle ive seen a hundred times play out again#different genre but sons of anarchy does this well too; all the characters are already in the club life and already have inner conflict#spn having such a natural introduction makes me so glad they didnt go with the original plan of sam not knowing about hunting#that wouldve been Painful#watching spn so young has really shaped my view of media bc i legit cant stand things with a learning curve#give me an established world damnit#lord of the rings never stops to explain what a dwarf is! you just go with it! and it rules!#dean is just as theoretical and lore savvy as sam and id go as far to say he actually knows more#instead of trying to do this bullshit brains v brawn divide they shouldve done new tech vs analogue#sams laptop is famous and he also knows how to hack thing where the second dean doesnt know something he defaults to books#have dean be the one where if its written down he can find it almost like a proto bobby#they even kind of support that by him being the one to find the phoenix in s6 when they go through all their books#but this was 2005 and characters could only be so conplex and theyd already decided dean needed to be the hot one and sams the nerd one#side note how many of these metas am i going to write on this rewatch? tbd#side side note included all the quotes and episode numbers makes me feel so academic#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#meta#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#save post
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whatsbehindthefacade Ā· 1 year ago
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"Splasher used to be a nightmare, but he's got this spot just behind his ear that if you rub it, he drops right off." It had been quite the blessing when they'd figured that out and suddenly removed so many arguments from their night time routine. Unfortunately the other kids don't have quite the same off button as their youngest.
"Eh, I'll just sic Albert on them. He'll rough house with 'em enough to tire 'em out, an' they always like seein' how many of 'em he can carry." It's quite a funny trick to watch, in truth, and a common source of entertainment.
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ā€œSomeoneā€™s gotta tire ā€˜em out before bedtime. Tryinā€™ to get them all to sleep is a task anā€™ a half sometimes.ā€ Thatā€™s one way of putting it anyway. As it currently stands, theyā€™ve got six kids under the age of ten that sleep in the lodging house, and a handful more who are just over that age and slowly working their way into the slightly more grown groups. The middles arenā€™t too bad for getting themselves to bed, but the littles like to put up a struggle.
ā€œTire em out enough, then Finchā€™ll tell them some story and they drop right off. Works like a charm.ā€ And if it doesnā€™t, then Albert will threaten to sit on them if they get up, which also usually works pretty well from experience, though thankfully it hasnā€™t been needed too much.
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ā€œYeah, I get that. I meanā€¦itā€™s hard enough getting Les to go to sleep,ā€ Davey replies with a smile, thinking of all the long nights theyā€™d spend doing exactly THAT. And multiply that by six? Oof. He finishes cleaning the wound before dressing it, pulling back with a smile. ā€œAll done, you should recover just fine.ā€
ā€œThough I suggest you lay low with activities that tire the kids out for at least one or two days. Maybe you can make them play some games instead, and be the referee?ā€
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pennumbra Ā· 8 months ago
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So does anyone remember Storm Hawks
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zxal Ā· 7 months ago
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he ain't heavy, he's my brother [dimensionswap au]
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